The Angel Ceremony

As I mentioned in the message to staff, this is a profile I had to do for my English class. The instructor, being a professional editor, strongly suggested I had this piece published. So what came to mind initially, was to share it on the TPS blog. Enjoy the read:

The Kuwait deployment was supposed to be an easier tour than the usual for Sergeant Eoff. This being his last deployment before completing four years of service in the Marine Corps, it would be a smoother transition into civilian life. Those words are almost soothing to Eoff, and he leans back and into the sofa’s fabric as he recalls.
The overview of the mission there seemed simple and laidback, nothing compared to the stressful shifts in Iraq. He had the choice of declining, since he was so close to his end date, but chose to accept the mission. It was a five-Marine operation that basically confirmed numbers of aircraft arriving and departing. All the ground work was being done by civilian contractors. Eoff, as the staff chief, had the luxury of picking his team. He selected Sergeant Lupercio and Sergeant Graham to each being a shift leader with a junior Marine for each. Everything was ready and after a few months of preparation, they departed to Kuwait only to find additional tasks that were never mentioned.

It was usual that upon arrival nothing went as planned, or that you ended up doing something you did not even train for. Although the secondary mission at the airport had a unique twist to it this time around. The Marines there had inherited the responsibility of conducting angel ceremonies for fallen angels arriving and departing from that airport. It was prior rotations that had accepted the responsibility, as nobody else dared to do it. Before the Marines took over, poorly executed ceremonies occurred, and at times the bare minimum personnel did not even show up. A Marine at the time made the executive decision to have Marines lead them from now on, and having a chaplain present. They were responsible for organizing it and gathering enough people to conduct it. Six are needed to carry the case, and one more to call out the commands from the outside. Within the six, one called the commands to direct movement of that six-person detail. The one outside directs anyone else standing outside in two columns that lead to or from the aircraft.

The additional task was not a huge workload. It was just that he had to gather enough people to conduct one, and that was like pulling teeth at times. Within weeks, a constant flow had been achieved. At times not enough personnel attended, but they made do. It was the attention to detail that was paramount. The movements had to be slow, all precisely 4-second count moves, marching just as slow and perfectly harmonized. The flag upon the transfer case had to be pulled tight, make sure no foreign debris was on it or that it was damaged. The mortuary affairs personnel dealt with this mainly, but between transfers it shifted the flag or something fell on it and Eoff was quick at correcting it. Just as quick as correcting those helping but goofed around before the ceremony started. It was easy to take the matter lightly as one becomes accustomed to the task, but Eoff never let it get off track, nor did he let his sergeants or junior Marines do it.

One thing he never got fully accustomed to was the weight of the transfer case. Eoff ‘s casual voice tone comes to a sudden stop as he corrects his sitting posture. He pauses briefly as if to prepare himself to what he is about to say. After the pause, he continues with a stern yet gentle voice.
Cases on average weighed between 250 lbs and 300 lbs. When a service member expires, they are transferred to the States with everything they have on at the time of perishing. That is usually forty-plus pounds of additional weight. The case alone weighs about 60 lbs, plus the human weight and the gear, and the packs of ice to preserve the body. He states how 250 lbs or more was the average weight. It never settled right with him lifting the case expecting that heavy weight and only receiving 70 lbs of resistance. It gives a grim look at the proper name of an angel ceremony: human remains ceremony.

It became everyday work and had created some sort of callus to it. He along with the other Marines had learned to endure it. These missions had one thing in common: they never had a personal connection. He did not personally know any of the angels.

One day he received a phone call that a VIP was coming through and staying in the Marines office until her outgoing flight departed. VIP information was never exact, so he had to resource together some information. The VIP was a really good friend of his, Sergeant Martinez. VIPs like such are usually Marines going back home on emergency leave. While she was going back for this too, she was also an escort to an angel. Angels typically had an escort, normally a good buddy of theirs. Only that Martinez was escorting no buddy. She was escorting her husband. Also a good friend of his. Eoff takes another pause. This time a lengthier one than the previous. The expression in his face is indescribable; it looks as if it is physically painful to recall all of it. That’s the personal touch Eoff did not want to experience. It was devastating. To make matters worst, she was to wait at the office until their flight departed, which was a two hour wait. Words would not manifest themselves. What could he possibly say? Are there words to make her feel better? What are the right words to express your condolences?

She initiated conversation by asking questions. One of the questions was a request to see his body. He immediately thought it wasn not the best idea. Not being able to talk her out of it, he had no choice but to ask mortuary affairs about the possibility. The building was very secure, and upon letting him in, he saw the body of the husband. He instantly knew she could not see him, not in that condition. They all agreed she was not to see him, but to compromise they could let her have a moment of silence with him. Case was to remain closed. He escorted her there, they pulled out the case and everyone else faced the opposite way to give her a few private moments. She was then escorted back, and she participated in the ceremony when the time came.

Eoff explains how the entire deployment was a learning experience. While not entirely a pleasant one, it had made him into a more appreciative person. He has since then taken more importance to the little things in life, the things that we see so often that we make the mistake of taking them for granted. “It’s the liberals that are the spoiled brats,” he jokes, chuckling out loud. Common among any service member are liberal jokes. He explains how he actually does not mind liberals, liberalism doesn’t sound half bad. He has pros and cons for all, whether it be liberal, conservative, statist, or libertarian. It’s what liberals have become what he strongly disagrees with. Everything has become sterilized, to where the sue-happy population stays in their little bubble filled with entertainment.

A Tale of little old me

Well today fellow pirates i’d like to tell you a long tale about the best community there is out there, and how they clubbed together to keep me around.
It all started just over a year ago when i first joined the legendary TL, at the time i was new to the BitTorrent world and TL was the zenith of torrenting, as time passed i realised there were other sites that were just as good but this time around i know there is no better site and community than TL, however i digress. Back when i first joined TL i started off not knowing anyone in the IRC and just talked around for a few days making friends and then got invited after a few days after making a banner for a users site. After that i eagerly signed up and started browsing, i started like any new user with just building a small ratio up to have a little buffer, this however didnt work out great on my 80kb/s connection. I was barely scraping the minimum 0.4 ratio and i hadnt even started downloading files i wanted. As it happened i joined on the 6th of feb, a week before my birthday, not only that but our home connection was getting an upgrade to 20mbit fibre line just 2 days later. My birthday came and went and as any 17 year old i recieved a big bundle of cash, naturally i jumped at the chance to get TL vip and be one with the community in which i had idolised, and rightly so as it turned out. And the good times kept rolling from there, i was an IRC regular and built up strong friendships with some really amazing guys there, as time has gone on ive become such good friends with some of those guys i’d talk to them about just about everything.
Recently (4-5 months) financial problems have struck me and i managed to get by with my TL vip just in the december run up, as any of you who visit the TL irc will know i am the only person that purposely keeps their ratio at a specific number (0.007) and has have always had the joke of being Bond, Sanga Bond. That is a target ive been hitting since about june and its always good to jest about it in the IRC. As my money worries hit me however this joke has begun to die as the fear of a ban faced me. Today i recieved a warning saying that i would be auto banned if i couldnt get my ratio up. I was mentioning this in the IRC and knew my time had come but would remain active in the IRC as i had too many friends there to give up even if i couldnt stay on the site. This was when i saw the strength of the community and everything they could do, they were truly fantastic and i appreciate everything they did for me. I had multiple staff members offer to extend that time so i could get my ratio up, a friend put a thread on the forum asking for people to help me out because i needed it, i got people offering me seedbox places on gbit lines with scene access torrents to get my ratio up within the 5 day limit. It showed the strength of the friendships there and really made me appreciate the power of a real community. Then i was given a sizeable donation to pay for my VIP status, i tried to refuse but it was no use. If anyone out there wants a good community, you’ll find no better than that of TL. I’ve been there through a year and hope to see my time there last longer into the future. Everyone there clubbed together to help me, i wasnt anything special there just an avid community member with some good mates. I now owe them all everything and its shown me that piracy may be illegal, it may be socially frowned upon, it may have bad labelsattached to those that do it but one thing it does very well is build community we all stand strong together knowing that we fight a common enemy and if one of us falls we’ll do whatever we can to help them. For this i want to say a big thank you to the TL community and will continue to be there for every single one of those legends that hang around in the IRC, from the new to the old they’re all amazing and they’re all there for each other whenever they are needed. From this outside this tale may seem frivelous, it may seem trivial or any other such word you can think of. But to me it means everything, half of my life is devoted to communities on the internet, the toher half to the real world with my friends and my family, and i dont think many of them wouldve easily given me that much money for another year with them but the folks at TL did and to that i raise my glass in thanks and sign off for this blog post.
Sanga

Friend’s Birthday Or Laker Game?

Some years ago (early 2000’s), back when my beloved Los Angeles Lakers were on their way to another championship, I was able to obtain a pair of Western Conference Championship tickets between the Lakers and the hated Sacramento Kings (apologies to Ith3ory). The way playoff tickets work, you get the tickets before the game date is announced, and the ticket just says “Series 3, Game 3” or something similar. Shortly after the date was announced, it turns out the game was on the same day as a birthday party I was invited to. This was the 40th for someone who was not only a close friend, but she was responsible for introducing me to the person who is now my wife. Well there was no debating what I should do. I gave up the tickets to someone else.

The game started a few hours before the party. As I was driving to the party, I was listening to the late, great Chick Hearn announcing the game. The game was a real nail-biter, culminating in #5 Robert Horry tossing up a 3 pointer at the buzzer to win the game! Hearn then repeatedly said what an amazing game this was and that it was one of the best he had seen. So we pull into the party, which was held at a country club. My wife and I enter a bar area and the big screen TV is showing Horry’s shot in slow motion repeatedly, and people were surrounding the TV and cheering. We go to the patio area where the party was, and all of the guests were talking about the game.

Now my friend’s husband had really done a nice job with this party in making sure my friend had a really special 40th. There was great food, a great DJ, and good attendance. I am sure my friend would have been disappointed had I not shown up. About halfway through the party, some guy comes to the party and starts bragging he just came back from the game and was just going on about how great it was. At first I was a little envious that he was there, but then thought it was somewhat tacky for him to pointedly say he was late to the party because he was at the Laker game.

My wife whispered to me later that maybe in retrospect I could have done the same. (Gone to the game and arrived late.) Nope – when having to choose between an NBA basketball team and a friend, I chose “friend.”

Why you never give info to trackers out to anyone

As many of you know, I am an interviewer for TPS, which means I screen people who come into the invites channel and I along with others, interview them to see if they meet the standards to be a member of TPS or not. This screening filters out the traders, cheaters, scammers, as best as humanly possible.

Below you will see the best example of why giving tracker log-in info out to anyone is a big mistake. I edited out interviewers names, and the people involved due to the confidentiality of the interview process.
(@Interviewer) [20:10:35] (User1) ok, I recognize, I spoke with him and he told me to tell the truth: in fact we are rl friends and he knows a lot of passwords and he helped me to get into those trackers
(@Interviewer) [20:10:57] (@Interviewer) good evening User2
(@Interviewer) [20:11:05] (User2) hello
(@Interviewer) [20:11:12] (User2) what is the issue ?
(@Interviewer) [20:11:18] (User1) we said hello on mess
(@Interviewer) [20:11:24] (&interviewer2) ok, the main issue we have right now between the two of you is this: D1G1 is a username that User1 gave, and you User2 used that name as well
(@Interviewer) [20:11:40] (User2) translate because I don t understand :) ) :) )
(@Interviewer) [20:11:57] (@Interviewer) I m sure you understand User2 :P
(@Interviewer) [20:12:03] (User2) i don t understant
(@Interviewer) [20:12:05] (User2) :) ) :) )
(@Interviewer) [20:12:07] (User1(Saturday20 14:04:46) (@interviewer) [20:10:35] (User1) ok, I recognize, I spoke with him and he told me to tell the truth: in fact we are rl friends and he knows a lot of passwords and he helped me to get into those trackers
(@interviewer) [20:10:57] (@interviewer) good evening User2
(@interviewer) [20:11:05] (User2) hello
(@interviewer) [20:11:12] (User2) what is the issue ?
(@interviewer) [20:11:18] (User1) we said hello on mess
(@interviewer) [20:11:24] (@Interviewer2) ok, the main issue we have right now between the two of you is this: D1G1 is a username that User1 gave, and you User2 used that name as well
(@interviewer) [20:11:40] (User2) translate because I don t understand :) ) :) )
(@interviewer) [20:11:57] (@interviewer) I m sure you understand User2 :P
(@interviewer) [20:12:03] (User2) i don t understant
(@interviewer) [20:12:05] (User2) :) ) :) )
(@interviewer) [20:12:07] (User1) he gave me that account because he didn;t use it anymore :)
(@interviewer) [20:12:09] (User2) I m busted at english
(@interviewer) [20:12:19] (@interviewer) User2: you were here before
(@interviewer) [20:12:20] (User2)well.. this is easy
(@interviewer) [20:12:32] (User2) if you speak english I m off :) ) :) )
(@interviewer) [20:12:41] (User2) so
(@interviewer) [20:12:56] (User2) I use two usernames : xxxx and User2
(@interviewer) [20:13:09] (User1) yes and he gave me the account on iplay
(@interviewer) [20:13:15] (User2) aaa
(@interviewer) [20:13:16] (User2) yes
(@interviewer) [20:13:20] (User2) I gave him the account
(@interviewer) [20:13:28] (User2) because I have another one : xxxxxx
(@interviewer) [20:13:48] (User2) http://xxxx/userdetails.php?id=xxxxx
(@interviewer) [20:13:58] (User2) is there another problem ?
(@interviewer) [20:14:14] (User1) yes, you hacked my account without permission
(@interviewer) [20:14:16] (@interviewer) you*
(@interviewer) [20:14:42] (User2) :)
(@interviewer) [20:14:54] (User1) yes, and with my profile links
<snipped unrelated to topic>
(@interviewer) [20:20:57] (@interviewer) User1: what do you think about your friend?
(@interviewer) [20:21:29] (User2)he told me on mess he thinks I m faker :) ) :) )
(@interviewer) [20:21:42] (User1) that I never expected something like this from him.I knew about his bad history but I forgave him, but now I can t say anything :(
(@interviewer) [20:22:04] (@interviewer) now you understand why we suspected you
(@interviewer) [20:22:15] (User2) ok
(@interviewer) [20:22:16] (User1) yes, I understood :( o) he gave me that account because he didn;t use it anymore :)
(@Interviewer) [20:12:09] (User2) I m busted at english
(@Interviewer) [20:12:19] (@Interviewer) User2: you were here before
(@Interviewer) [20:12:20] (User2)well.. this is easy
(@Interviewer) [20:12:32] (User2) if you speak english I m off :) ) :) )
(@Interviewer) [20:12:41] (User2) so
(@Interviewer) [20:12:56] (User2) I use two usernames : D1G1 si User2
(@Interviewer) [20:13:09] (User1) yes and he gave me the account on iplay
(@Interviewer) [20:13:15] (User2) aaa
(@Interviewer) [20:13:16] (User2) yes
(@Interviewer) [20:13:20] (User2) I gave him the account
(@Interviewer) [20:13:28] (User2) because I have another one : Penaten
(@Interviewer) [20:13:48] (User2) http://xxxx/userdetails.php?id=xxxxx
(@Interviewer) [20:13:58] (User2) is there another problem ?
(@Interviewer) [20:14:14] (User1) yes, you hacked my account without permission
(@Interviewer) [20:14:16] (@Interviewer) you*
(@Interviewer) [20:14:42] (User2) :)
(@Interviewer) [20:14:54] (User1) yes, and with my profile links
<snipped unrelated to topic>
(@Interviewer) [20:20:57] (@Interviewer) User1: what do you think about your friend?
(@Interviewer) [20:21:29] (User2)he told me on mess he thinks I m faker :) ) :) )
(@Interviewer) [20:21:42] (User1) that I never expected something like this from him.I knew about his bad history but I forgave him, but now I can t say anything :(
(@Interviewer) [20:22:04] (@Interviewer) now you understand why we suspected you
(@Interviewer) [20:22:15] (User2) ok
(@Interviewer) [20:22:16] (User1) yes, I understood :(

The user who was being interviewed was denied entry into TPS because his friends actions, and did not even know his friend had done this to him, until he tried to join TPS.

This is exactly why sharing of accounts, and sharing log in information with anyone is a huge mistake to do, because you do not know what the other person(s) will do with that kind of access.

User1 now has to go to all his trackers, change all his passwords, change his passkeys, and try to find out where else his name and trackers may have been used. He may be a great user, but because his friend had his log in info, now may have a bad rap throughout the bit torrent world at trackers because of something his friend did.

iDisappointed – My introduction to the Apple Tablet

I was a little anxious when I went to bed that night because tomorrow was going to be a dig day. I set an alarm for really early to make sure I wouldn’t miss a thing. When I woke up I was pretty groggy because it was a lot earlier than I’d normally get up. I didn’t care though. The moment was here! It was finally going to happen! The years and years of rumors and gossip, it was all about to come to an end. Or maybe it wasn’t?? Just like the day before Christmas, part of the fun of today was trying to guess whether or not you were going to get EXACTLY what you wanted! Well, after all of my anticipation, it seemed I was finally going to find out! Was there really going to be an Apple tablet??

Now, after that build up, you’re probably doing one of two things. Either you’re hating me for being one of those rabid Apple fanboys or your thinking to yourself, “I was doing the same thing!” Whatever camp you belong to, you couldn’t ignore the fact that it was a big day in the world of tech. The Apple tablet had been talked about for so long that it was almost mythical in status. A huge Apple branded unicorn that the world hoped to find one day, even though we all knew it pretty much didn’t exist. Was it going to be announced? Well, me and the rest of the world were about to know in a few minutes because Steve was about to take the stage and do his thing. I got my MacBook (the best machine to follow one of Steve’s presentations on) and climbed back into bed ready to press refresh repeatedly so that I could follow the live blogcast of the event. It wasn’t as good as being there or watching a live feed, but it was the next best thing! Hint to Apple: stream the video of your event live from now on please!

So Steve took the stage and in his normal style, started off slow by giving the crowd a recap on where things currently stood on planet Apple. The numbers all looked good, but I was hoping he’d be done with this part quickly and get to the freaking’ announcement! Luckily he did and guess what?? There was actually an Apple tablet! How cool was this thing? It was totally flat, had a gorgeous display and, like my wife, was fully touch sensitive! Heck, I even nudged her awake and started frantically pointing to the screen and saying “look, look, there it is!!” I immediately started thinking about how this puppy would look in my hands and all the cool stuff I’d be able to do with it. I was guarded though and as the presentation went on I kept hoping that they’d announce the one key piece of functionality that would truly make this my dream gadget. Cue Mel Gibson in Braveheart, “Freeeeeeeedom!” That’s what I wanted. That’s my killer app. Give me the freedom to install whatever I want and let me use my hardware the way I want to use it.

If you haven’t already guessed by now, I’m a completely dyed in the wool, certifiable Apple fanboy. I love the reality distortion field and I totally succumb to it every chance I get, but It does wear off eventually and there are things that bug me. You could make a pretty good comparison between Apple and democracy. They’re not perfect, but they’re easily the best option out there and I wouldn’t want it any other way. The main thing that really gets to me though is the amount of control that they exert over the iPhone and the app store. The rules are quite draconian and at times, they really limit the usefulness of their gadgets. I was hoping and praying that the tablet would be free from these restrictions. But as things wore on Steve made no mention of multitasking, and after the presentation was over, all the interwebs kept bitching about was how crippled this thing seemed to be. And, you know what? I agreed. I didn’t want to, but I did. This gadget that could have been my baby, the one that I had waited years for was…..a let down.

It could have been so great, but instead, it’s a giant iPod touch. That’s not groundbreaking or original or revolutionary. That’s just a bigger screen. I wanted this so much to be my bitchin’ mobile torrent device. It was going to run a full desktop operating system. I was going to be able to remote desktop into my seedbox from it, grab my files with a full version FTP client and take a full-screen, compromise-free version of TPS with me wherever I went. And that gorgeous display, it was going to make all of my HD x264 content absolutely shine! And all instantly, without having to convert it or load it into itunes first and deal with all of that drama. Finally I’d be able to listen to internet radio AND check my email at the same time, all while slapping around a n00b or two in #TPS. It was going to be perfect. Beautiful, powerful, incredible and a bunch of other really positive adjectives were supposed to describe it. But, they don’t. And, it wasn’t.

I still want one. I mean, it is pretty cool and as an Apple zealot I’m required to get one. Despite the restrictions, I’ll still probably be able to do some pretty cool stuff with it. What I’m really waiting for though, is for the jailbreak community to go nuts with this thing, because it could be so much more. Hopefully they can make the tablet worthy of it’s previously mythic status. Or maybe, JUST maybe, Apple relinquishes some of the control and allows people the ability develop for this device and distribute outside the walled garden that is the app store. One can hope right?

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Retrospective on my first month at TPS

I know I am still new here, and I bet even most of the TPS members who read this article will react with “who the heck is ngeunit1?” But nonetheless, I wanted to share with both members of the TPS community and prospective members my thoughts on my first month (and a tad more) here at The Pirate Society.

I am still fairly new in the torrent world, and at one point about a month ago began looking into places that I could learn more about torrenting and interact with people who shared a common interest in torrenting. I began by applying for membership at a few other “Torrent Invite” sites, but each one of those had a very similar feeling. There was a lot of concern over post count, rep count, and invites and not a lot of focus on the community as a whole and meeting new people. This was not what I was looking for at all. In my research for other alternatives I came across an article on FSF that spoke about the objectives of TPS and what they stand for. I was immediately interested and felt like it would be the perfect fit for what I wanted in a torrent community. I jumped into the interview channel and was very excited when I completed the interview and was granted membership to TPS.

Being a rather timid person (online and offline), I am not very good at meeting new people and have a tough time getting my foot in the door at times. So I was cautious at first and did a bit of lurking around to see what TPS was all about. My realization quickly became that this as in fact a very different place then the past communities I tried out. People here seemed to generally care about the site, and cared about other members. This is displayed in so many ways, including multiple responses to my simple introduction thread welcoming me here at TPS. The amount of emphasis that members here place on community I feel is something that is extremely rare and something that I knew that I wanted to be a part of.

Eventually, I started posting in some threads and getting into stuff here at TPS. I was really shocked as to how welcoming many people here were. For example, in discussions, my opinions were recognized and treated with respect even though I was at the time a lowly “New Recruit.” Even on IRC, people were more than willing to lend a helping hand, looking for nothing in return. At this point I realized that this was a place that I wanted to call home, and a place where I did not want to just be a normal member, I wanted to become a contributor.

My first contributions were watching the “Help Desk” thread and seeing if there were any threads that I could provide some help on. It is shocking the wealth of information that the TPS community can provide. The questions asked in the Help Desk thread go far beyond torrenting into computer knowledge and other random areas, and still get answered within hours of posting. I also used the Tracker Review section to provide others with commentary on experiences with the various trackers that I am a member of. I even tried my hand at writing some articles for “The Pirate’s Library” to provide some help in areas that I have experience here. The great thing about this community is that no matter how small a contribution you make, you still get some sort of acknowledgment for what you did and the effort you put into it. To me, even a small click of the “Thanks” button was enough to keep plugging away here at TPS.

Now I stand a mere “Shipmate” here at TPS. I feel that while I have done a decent job contributing in my first month here, but I still owe a lot to this site. I am constantly looking for new outlets on the site that I can use to give back to a community that I feel has provided me so much help and guidance. There is just something special about this community that compels it’s members to try and do everything they can to help this site become the best that it can, and I am thankful for being a part of that.

Looking forward, I am still striving to become a better member of the TPS community. I would like to move up the ranks of TPS not strictly by offering invites here and there, but would rather make my way up the ladder through my contributions to the site and by providing help to others. I would like to continue to try and overcome my weakness and meet new people here and form new friendships with other members. I hope that one day I can become a well-known and respected member of the TPS community, similar to the amazing staff members and Dark Pirates (as well as many others) that grace the TPS community. But until then, I will continue to take any small steps that I can toward becoming an integral part of the TPS community.

Once again, Thank You TPS for a great first month! I hopefully look forward to many more to come.

-Dave M (aka ngeunit1)

A Faustian Bargain

There was some discussion at TPS and other communities about a dilemma a sysop of a tracker had when dealing with a staffer who was supported by some staff because he had a lot to offer to the tracker, but engaged in other activities which were harmful to the tracker. I just wanted to share a real-life story in which a similar dilemma occurred. I have changed the names and some minor details so that the parties involved (including myself) are not identified.

Once upon a time, there was a nursing home that was losing money to competition. The place was old and not particularly attractive. The owner “Mr. Owner,” decided to engage in a Faustian Bargain and hire an administrator, who I will call “Kara,” to make some changes to the facility and improve his income. “Kara” promised that she would greatly increase the census at the nursing home and improve Mr. Owner’s income dramatically, but she insisted that she have total control of the operations of the facility, and that no one could appeal to him if she made “difficult” decisions. Little did Mr. Owner know that Kara was a morally bankrupt woman with no conscience. She had a little deal going with a corrupt administrator of a small hospital, which had other deals with some corrupt doctors. The whole crew would try to find senior patients who were covered by Medicare, but suffered from psychiatric illnesses or dementia and had no family support. (In other words, helpless.) Often, these patients were solicited and admitted to the unethical hospital, and be given unnecessary tests and exaggerated diagnoses. They then were sent to the nursing home for “physical therapy,” where Medicare would pay for a stay of up to 100 days, as long as the paperwork could show the patients were benefiting. Needless to say, Kara encouraged the billing staff at the nursing home to fudge the paperwork to prolong the billing and payments. Mr. Owner just happened to look the other way, since the money from Medicare began to pour in.

But Kara made a few fatal mistakes. Napoleon Bonaparte once said “He (or she) who in the process of becoming a leader makes enemies is a fool and will not be a leader long.” The other saying she should have followed was the Karma concept that what she put into the Universe will return to her. (aka what comes around, goes around.) To consolidate her power, she purged many of the employees at the nursing home who opposed her, and filled the ranks with loyal cronies. She also kicked out the long-time doctors and outside vendors and replaced them with her own stable of supporters, who may have been part of her whole scheme. It was rumored that bribes and kickbacks greased her whole operation.

Well the whole thing collapsed when the disgruntled parties, who could not get through to “Mr. Owner” because he gave absolute power to Kara, decided to fight back. They sought legal action against Mr. Owner and reported him and his facility to the various Federal, State and Local Authorities. The whole scheme collapsed and Kara, pursued by various authorities, fled the state, leaving Mr. Owner, holding the proverbial bag. I understand he’s now trying to start over basically from nothing.

The lesson in all this is when in a dilemma, “do the right thing.” Karma’s a bitch.

Trying to translate my thoughts and to describe my feelings

Those who ever heard me on TPS Radio knows that I am a woman with an weird accent (not English but not even of my native language). Those who never heard me talking has to know that I’m not an English speaker, English isn’t even my second language and I lived 21 years under the communism.
My story starts an year ago, when, after I asked between my students about a game, one of them invited me to my first private tracker. So the date of November.17.2008 was the day when I started torrenting.
Something changed when Docs.Torrents closed permanently. I lost the food for my brain and I had to move forvard in order to find something else. At this point, the same student invited me to Demonoid. This was my first foreign tracker but it wasn’t very suitable for my learning needs. I knew about the possibility of getting invited to a tracker from the forum on Docs.Torrents but never needed before. But, when I signed in Demonoid Forum, I did it only for to see how can I obtain an invite to another e-learning tracker. Browsing the forum I found out about The Pirate Society. N3v3R had a thread where he was offering invites to this community I knew nothing about. Somewhere in April he closed his thread, after stating in his last post that TPS has open signups. I hurried to join because I wanted to find as more as I can about this Society. I made my first post (in my introduction thread) and I started to read. I discovered that I just have found something new to learn (another food for my brain). For the moment I forgot about invites on e-learning trackers.
When TPS was forced to change servers my account was lost. I was very confused but Muddslinger announced on Demonoid that The Dinasty Forum can be our host until the site will be back. From there I found out in may that The Pirate Society is online again. I had to resign up when were the last signups and made again my introduction thread. This was the point when I realized that the community I just joined is different and is awesome. I was astonished to see that people here remembered me even if I had only few posts in the previous account. I was aware that I need to be in this community but all those who remembered me made me feel like I am needed too here. I felt that all here wanted to be my friends and were willing to help me with anything they are able to. I realized that this community is giving me something amazing that I never expected and imagined that could ever happen. I understood that The Pirate Society gave me a second home. My online home where the members of my family are from all over the world. A family in which I am a child and the other members help me grow and teach me everything needed for to become an adult in this community and in torrenting world. I have to share a secret with you: my awesome family even gave me toys to play. Yes, less than a month after my signup and after I played few interesting games in The Pirate Den, I got access to what I considered to be at that time a funny toy – The TPS Radio. And I started playing. Playing music, making shows, talking with my fellow pirates until I realized I got myself known, I have made a lot of friends, I am fully integrated in this awesome community. And TPS Radio is no longer a toy, is my passion, my way to show my gratitude. I am no more a child, The Pirate Society grew me up, learned me about being a member in an online community, about torrenting, about seedboxes, about computing and a lot of other things. I found everything I needed here, in these awesome tutorials and guides written by my fellow pirates, I received answers to all my questions on forum or on IRC. That was the moment when I felt I have to bring my contribution to this community.
I have to tell you that, after few month, when I’ve totally forgotten about why I joined TPS, a dear friend of mine (from this community, of course) asked me if I want an invite to that e-learning tracker that I dreamed once. I didn’t refuse her and thanked her very much for this offer but I learned from this that everything in life will come to you when you really need it and if you are worthy enough.
This is the story of my beginning here on TPS, with my thoughts and my feelings about this incredible community that is The Pirate Society!

-Castagnety

Secret Trackers

O.K., now that I’ve got your attention, let me try to not disappoint you by saying this blog article is done in accordance with TPS’ philosophy of respecting trackers’ wishes, and therefore there will be no names, urls, or even initials of trackers commonly thought of as “secret.” So with that out of the way, in your torrent travels, you may come across a nickname or set of initials of a tracker that you’ve never heard of. You search torrent forums and blogs, and don’t find much. Indeed, if someone brings up the topic, a response is usually something to the effect of “if you’re not a member there you don’t need to know about it.” So what are these places. Generally they are smaller than your average tracker, but members make up for it by being more active. As far as content goes, you could say the torrent:member ratio is usually higher than that of the average tracker. Whether or not the content is unique depends on the tracker. What generally is said about such places is “community.” That is, the members there are usually a tight-knit group and there’s lots of forum and IRC activity. Although these places are publicity shy, for the most part they have no intention of coming across as “elite” or try to increase interest in their site by being “secret.” They would most likely prefer have non-members know nothing about them at all.

So how does one get into such places? First off, let me say how NOT to get in. Do not start any threads in forums or in IRC asking what the place is or what the url of the site is. Sometimes it’s better not to be nosy. Definitely do not write the tracker is your “dream tracker.” Since you know nothing about the place, it is your “dream tracker” only because it is “secret.” A very wrong reason to belong to a tracker, my friend. Also remember that these trackers are not only “no-movement” when it comes to offering or requesting invites openly, they are “no-discussion” as well. There are either no or very limited reviews of these places seen anywhere.

So, it may be a cliché of the BitTorrent world, but the saying goes “You don’t go out finding the tracker; it finds you.” In other words, be active at your communities and torrent forums and get to know people. Show you are a good member with regular, steady use of your trackers. Maybe you’ll get noticed and the tracker will “find you.” Maybe after finding out more about a place that “found you” you will think the place is not for you. That’s o.k. as well.

Speaking personally, I became a member of one such place almost by “accident.” I had never heard of it before, mainly because I have no desire to be poking into places I shouldn’t be. But once in, it turned out to be a “perfect match” and it has become one of my trackers that I am most active at. But that’s all I’m going to say.

Is the tail wagging the dog?

You’ve seen the forums dedicated to news articles, stories, and blogs that are for the most part, dedicated towards the tracker and p2p scene. These factions started as any small town newspaper would, eagerly reporting the events that everyone saw as news. And then, as any publication, they gathered a following, a movement of sorts, and grew into advertisements, features, commentaries, the list just goes on. And what we have today has matured to the threshold of documentary in some cases….and pure tabloids on the other.

When one reads these tabloids now, they are subjected to as much fact as they are fiction, and bias as counterpose to fairness. As a tracker you stand judged, categorized, rated, and measured by these third-party side liners who cast their opinions with the authority of a doctrine on the subject. “This tracker is number one”…”this tracker is the hardest to get into”… Don’t drink Pepsi, drink Coke. Seriously are you so easily influenced that you view the entirety of life from an armchair? Do you get your medical advice from blogs too? Our system is literally plagued with armies of these invertible geniuses, richly educated from advertisement driven deadlines on tabloid syndications.

The truly successful FileSharing News Agency will in the end, be the one that works WITH the tracker community. Not the ones that engage in paparazzi antics to land their stories. Journalist know they have to build a relationship with their subject if they want the “inside” stories. It is not possible to get on the inside if you are constantly alienating yourself.